Balance and Composure - Say lyrics

Why do you say, the things that you say? Does it make you feel stronger, taller than me? Cause I'm under the dirt, it's under your feet With some awfully thoughtful wishes I've dreamed The cold turned to water, drink it all down Cold in your throat, speak not a sound And I'm still where you left me beneath the ground In a time and a place and then when I'm found Evil has called me You say I'll drown Save me the trouble and end it all now Nobody loves you for speaking your ground Why do I say the things that I say? I've held it all back, it's weakening me Cause I'm not as stable as you claim to be Casting a shadow on what you believe You're out in the garden eating your flowers Spreading your wings, cursing the ground And I'm still where you left me, drank it all down In a time and a place and then when I'm found Evil has called me You say I'll drown Save me the trouble and end it all now Nobody loves you for speaking your ground The time it takes to let it all seep in Time you wasted breathing, I know You say that your spirit Whenever I am near it, lets go I'm right where you left me A million different faces, or so Of course I had a secret I did my best to keep it all down