Badger Hill - Plans lyrics

I've got something to say I've probably left it too late I hope that you understand Lately I've been losing my faith In things you said we would do In who I'd be without you I find it hard to tear me away We've been comfy so long On the couch in your arms But I've got a lot on my plate You've got to see it this way I need a second to chew And I don't know where I stand I don't know who I am in all of these plans It's such a long way to come: from intimate and alone From 'like the back of my hand' to 'lovers once long ago' I wish I wanted to stay and nothing we couldn't do I never thought that I'd lose, never thought I'd lose you I was taken aback I guess that I knew I felt you drifting away Still I've been doing just fine I'm slowly coming out of my cage You must be touching his chest How haunting I can't believe that he isn't me Oh, where on Earth do I go? I've waited here so long I dunno who I will be And I don't know where I stand I don't know who I am outside all of these plans It's such a long way to come: from intimate and alone From 'like the back of my hand' to 'lovers once long ago' I wish you wanted to stay and nothing we couldn't do I never thought that I'd lose, never thought I'd lose you It's such a long way to come: from intimate and alone From 'like the back of my hand' to 'lovers once long ago' I wish you wanted to stay and nothing we couldn't do I never thought that I'd lose, never thought I'd lose you