Badflower - Ghost lyrics

I tried it once before but I didn't get too far I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart And all I really wanted was someone to give a little f**k But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up. (Badflower – Ghost) I tried it once before and I think I mighta messed up I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die But nothing very special ever happens in my life [Chorus] Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me won't end the pain And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be [Verse 2] I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough And I shoulda told my mother ‘mom, I love you', like a good son But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one [Chorus] Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me won't end the pain And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah [Bridge] I tried it once again and I think I might black out I shoulda left a letter but I had nothing to write about My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so f**ed [Chorus] Yeah, take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me won't end the pain And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be I tried it once again and I think I went too far (The man that I was meant to be) I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart (The man that I was meant to be) I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next oneee.