Bad Salad - Nemesis lyrics

Breathing is so difficult right now Nobody can hear me Rest and peace are gone among the silent screams In between the lines I've been Searching for those memories I wish I could relive Unconscious movements Take me to places I've never been before Friendly faces never looked as scary as now Disconnected mind and soul Aimless wandering, nowhere to go Vivid projections or memories resurrected from deep inside My own nature in protest Find, I need to find a way to get my life back Controlling a ma**ive hate Obsessive to stay sober from this reality Shifting strategies to try to defraud me All in vain Everything feels like it's so numb now And all the colors look the same to me I can't hear my heart beating today I only feel the cold blood pa**ing through my veins I chain myself and then release again One hand holds me down while the other's reaching around I'm on a bridge to nowhere And I'm desperate to get there Amputated feelings, undeniable truth Burning quietly and growing stronger Can't face myself without blaming someone else I'm hiding way longer than I thought What to do when no prayer's been answered? Where to go when I'm not lost? Blurry vision and my hands are shaking Red paradise I hope I am mistaken Could it be this, my nemesis? Could this be it, my nemesis? And I don't have the will anymore to bow before God No will anymore Try and realize that it's better just to let it control Than to put up a fight Willing to renounce everything you believe in When you see there's no more humanity Close your eyes to see You have already lost the game Everything feels like it's so numb now And all the colors look the same to me I can't hear my heart beating today I only feel the cold blood pa**ing through my veins Everything feels like it's so numb And all the colors look the same I can't hear my heart beating I only feel the cold blood pa**ing