Bad Books - Begged You Everything lyrics

We slept for close to seven hours All the way to your dad's basket case I didn't catch the final score So I prayed that we'd sink a few more And I didn't mind and you didn't seem to Mind about me, but I was wrong Who wouldn't fear to leave it all 'Cause it's gonna come, it's gotta come I am the widow The spidered king There's web in your teeth And there's holes in the ceiling And I wanted more, I left with nothing Who's really lost and who's really winning? I begged again, you said hello For now that's all I know Now I remember the exhaust and remains A shallow shadow hung across my brand new drapes And I gave my car away, down towards the post office Man told me he needed it more I believed him, went home, and slept more And that's what gets me sometimes That's what struck me blind And that's why there's no time That's why I still try, and that's why... I begged you everything, I begged you everything Begged you everything, everything F*ck am I supposed to do when you just lie your arms in mine? F*ck am I supposed to do when you never lie about telling a lie? So what was I supposed to do? Just keep on trying through sleepless nights? F*ck am I supposed to choose? 'Cause I begged you everything, everything I can remember wishing that the season had lasted a little longer It don't, and we die If not me, then to my pride If not now, then tonight If not then, we just might give up trying