Babyland - 01 lyrics

The engine speaks and I'm wide awake. Somewhere past the signal of an ending I still remain. Dropped down, let go, right next to an emptiness. Held back, repressed, because of a bitterness. Crossed out, remote, despite what the public says. That's not what they meant. Give me something to do besides sitting all alone and wishing I was someone else. I can't dream for myself. I'm wide awake in a constant. Install self neglect. From a signal and a weakened reception. The engine continues to sputter along. Ignoring all content. Extending the wreckage that still remains. Spilled out, undone, all over the pa**age way. Profane, excess, grabbing for another frame. The one piece I got I can't seem to give away. Don't we get one more take? Why do we always want so deeply the things we can't achieve? I had a vacancy I hoped this would fill...