Babe - Depression lyrics

(Verse 1) Lately my heads been f**ed up My mind's been messed up Spinnin round and round but i can't stop Thinkin how life would be Why'd it have to be me Suffering from depression The thoughts are non stop obsession Tryna come up with a good suggestion Relationship was not progressing Friends all around me But don't know what i'm hidin inside me f**ing hell nobody can find me Wondering what's the meaning Bully's don't see the bleeding Don't even know its our soul they are stealing Can't stop the feeling Hoping i don't pop this evening Scared of everyday Hoping i can find another way Was called gay Every single day 4 years straight The immense amounts it generates Bypa**ing what a mind can take They dont see whats at stake Don't realise mistakes are made Childhoods fade (Verse 2) Darkness all around me Only one person understand me Girl you know we won't be free But we never seem to disagree You and me We'd go together like a cup and tea It's hard to communicate the feel Sometimes i am real Sometime it's the only thing that makes me feel Sometimes it's threatening to k** Every possibility of acceptance Keep thinking about vengeance But it's not worth revengin It's not worth never changing Eventually all ends fading Stuck with no chance of evading The valley of meadows The alley of shadows Skeletons all stuck in my closet Fill me in what was it How does it feel Everyday with a needle Penetrating what's real Or not i cannot Tell whats what Why do i have this confusing depression.. I dont know why Stop...