B.K. - BTW lyrics

I just want my mama back [Verse] I wish we showed love, i wish we cared more I wish we argued less and that we laughed more Because you gon' die drinking and driving one of these days The way i see it, you're suicidal in the worst way You say you'll do what you want, it's your decision Yeah your decision but when you're gone you're not the one who has to live with it So where we at, either you quit or you don't The way i see it is either you love me or don't And you can say that you do but i'm still losing hope You might be mad at me or hate yourself but don't I'm just speaking my mind like how you always taught me I kept it in for so long i was starting to think that you thought that i didn't care And i know it's selfish of me to say that i wanna die before you But it's true, i don't want to have to live without you And the same goes for dad and for lyshy too I'm starting to think i think too much of some people