[Intro: Azure The Paradox] I was born in 2000 up in DC, but i feel like a 90s baby I must've been born unique Cuz im the only n***a not acting crazy Like y'all still in high school f** waiting Dumb sh**s yall already having babies Y'all n***as rolling smoking toking Search for the 9th cloud get faded Getting k**ed over d** on a daily basis I don't give sh**s but y'all insist on trading Everything is a game but yall dont know how to play it Yall be going to Church and n***as not even praying You scream f** 12 like you live for the pavement f** grades yall care more about who's dating f** being original yall carbon copies replicating Tryna make sure that the fam can be awakened [Hook: Azure The Paradox] Love my people even though they evil n***as better hyde when Jeckyll goes demon [Verse 1: Azure The Paradox] Throughout my whole life ive struggled to never change Everybody crazy, never said that I was sane They faking like they saints going home and sniffing cain Im able to abstain from joining that dark train Couples f**ing by the lockers I use to get stuck in Living in this time and place got me f**ing stumbling So much on my mind but when I speak its nothing Yall acting like Monkeys with the way yall be stunting Cast a sequel we ain't equals tired of the damn evils Keeping secrets nothing legal being less than people Lethal needles in your arm just to stay peaceful Drink away the pain and then pray at the steeple I remember getting bullied I won't remember no more Just cause I never sold d** does'nt mean I wasn't poor My best friend betrayed me I still dont know what for You ain't building me up its tearing down my core I was taught to climb and best believe I will soar Humans just dissapoint me everyday is a war Dont want my fam to think that they won't see me anymore Rewind this sh** back I've been through this before You say that you're a Christian but God knows that you lied Lead you through the pastures the master is your guide Just because your black doesn't mean your a stereotype We fight against ourselves this sh** ends in suicide Living in this era nobody is satisfied I have changed so much that my inner conscious died Try to save souls but the floor is torn inside Im building a machine to go to the right time [Verse 2: Armageddon of Room Service] I've been through a lot still find time to celebrate 18 out here I was born in 1998, misguided tryna find my place Open up the gates to heaven Thats the price for being first in the human race But first we must erase all of these mistakes Always felt confused on where I stay Seeing everyone I know going out and getting laid Smoking weed and other d** Acting it ain't enough, do it all again Even when they get locked up And they leave they mothers crying Confused cuz they were trying Depressed and upset Leave the younger sisters lying Feeling all the pressure the millennials are hiving Watch it all happen as the people keep sighing Sons and daughters dying While I avoid this ignorance I establish dominance I fullfill my promises I promise this Im having none of this But they just plead the fifth Silence like they dont exist [Hook: Azure The Paradox] Love my people even though they evil n***as better hyde when Jeckyll goes demon [Outro: Azure The Paradox] This was my interpretation of my situation I want to build to a better future So we can live in the continuation If a peer pressures switch the water And save your future generations Because at the end of the day We have to reflect God and not Satan We were never freed at emancipation But locked in further bondage We buy our own chains and afford new plantations And if you want to know the key to perfect harmony Simply ask and you shall recieve salvation