Azure The Paradox - Nostalgia lyrics

[Produced by Dahm] [Hook] Looking back at my life Looking over my shoulder Were my choices right Now that Im older [Verse] Nostalgia, Good kid in a mad city With anxiety and acne He blowing up like Acme He just wants to fit in that status quo his stature Everyday a different person like a body snatcher Blued out with the Hypebeasts (ah) that's Azure Writing up a new chapter in his game of cloak and dagger Everybody got an Ex but for me that's not a factor Lately I been so depressed that I drown it out in laughter Lay up in the pastors in the booth im like a raptor My momma always told me im too smart to be a rapper I ain't after Swagger heart was captured like a badger I wanna be a star but Im alone on Saturn Tryna stay different but they after me with scanners Take my individuality and strap me with a camera But im so f**ing lonely Wanna chill up with the homies I want to find a girl who really wants to f**ing love me But that sh** is rare here ain't nobody like that around here I would confess my feelings that sh**s headlights to a deer [Bridge] I should take a chance and take the chance and be with her tonight I should text her all my wrongs she can help me make them right If she up and left like combos I ain't putting up a fight f** a temporary ho I need a girl to last 10,000 nights [Hook] Looking back at my life Looking over my shoulder Were my choices right Now that Im older Looking back at my life Looking over my shoulder Were my choices right Now that Im older Looking back at my life Looking over my shoulder Were my choices right Now that Im older Looking back at my life Looking over my shoulder Were my choices right Now that Im older [Interlude] I can give you all you want Everything and more Just join me Take my hand and join the trap Trust me [Bridge] I should take a chance and take the chance and be with her tonight I should text her all my wrongs she can help me make them right If she up and left like combos I ain't putting up a fight f** a temporary ho I need a girl to last 10,000 nights