Azure Ray - Rays Mistress lyrics
When I met you I wanted to learn not to lie I wanted to be good enough for you You deserved the best You were so honest I was learning to be better You were perfecting your deceit Your brutal truth Was just to see me die a little inside Where is that now Why I write these songs Is the same reason you do What you can't say You don't need to Why can't you say if you love me Tell them I'm worth it I know these things And I love you the same You see My love was never a game So I've learned a lesson in love But I swear I was getting better all on my own Why can't you see that Why can't you see that I can't write fast enough My heart is so tired Wishing you didn't have to go Wishing I was the only love you know She says that she's the only one that knows your secrets Well I know them enough And my love will never stop Yea no praying I'll fall out of love with you I shoulda took a clue But if yours songs are just a cover For courage you don't have I told you I'd make it easy for you All you have to do is let me love you And I could forgive You forgive I had to find out But I can't stop loving you Just had to understand Understand Whatever you choose This mistress will always know The moment I started to grow Started to grow Your so smart Youve got to of known It's so easy to see What I've done was to put the lies to light I've always been waiting Always been forgiving Always been loving you I got better Then got worse Waiting waiting Well I'm not waiting anymore I'm loving you regardless And never gonna settle that score I owe someone a talking to But my love for you prevents that Your my man My king So sing So sing Maybe someday I'll find a song for me One that's speaks of how you do love me And I'm worth something Yes I'm worth something Why can't you see No longer can I cry Cus yes I take these pills They dry my eyes And no longer do I see songs Of how they know I wept all night So thank god for that Yes I've been loving you loving you And you thought it was just a game So I became What everyone saw in me Just a who*e Just a who*e Guess I didn't need to try to better my life My life was chosen By those that make no mistakes And have perfect lifes So I'm writing writing fast as I can So that someone sees Before all the wishes of ending my life Come true Yes yes I'm losing my mind Over you Cause all I ever wanted Was to love you Now that I've said my vows I'll pretend your loyalty is the same And show you all Who really deserves to be put to shame Not me Not me My love is real My love is unending Unending Please don't let me be Ending