Ayria - Horrible Dream lyrics

Suffering from bitterness Not feeling so right Uncontrolled-mismanaged hate No one is right Differences unforeseen Bound to lead At failed attempts to do something constructively Diffuse it Destroy it Abuse it and enjoy it This horrible dream A horrible nightmare A wonderful dream A wonderful nightmare This toxic mind provoking all hostility Frail on the outer side, anxiety Afraid of what I'm capable of damaging Manifestation of a mental disease Diffuse it Destroy it Abuse it and enjoy it This horrible dream A horrible nightmare A wonderful dream A wonderful nightmare I cannot control this Why can't I do something? Why can't I do anything? Why can't I do something To stop the hostility?