Ayria - Cutting (P24 Mix) lyrics

Tell me how to feel Show me what is real I tried to back away but everwhere's the same And in this over-conscious world all I want to do is dream I don't know what you held on to To get this far but I need some too Because I'm slipping from existence And there's just no resistence To stop this all from happening Today the pain It got so bad I had to scream I'm cutting myself Because I cannot face The world around me Is nothing I'm cutting up myself Because there's no way out Dispersing what I feel So I feel nothing I don't know what to do To be as numb as you I must be doing something wrong to always feel this down With an overwhelming urge to shout at those around I tried to reach out to the past But the lesson learned is to not look back The memories will just confuse An overwhelmed and frightened youth I've learned to accept it I know that that's pathetic I can't explain to others I know that they'll reject it Today the pain It got so bad I had to scream I'm cutting myself Because I cannot face The world around me Is nothing I'm cutting up myself Because there's no way out Dispersing what I feel So I feel nothing Today the pain It got so bad I had to scream Today the pain It felt so bad I had to scream I had to scream I had to scream I had to scream