Ayla - I don't know why lyrics

I woke this morning with a spade in my wristwatch Watching people lay dying in the streets Old blue and lights electric yellow at the beginning of the day Poles everywhere stones on the floor My mother looking in the mirror saw nothing inside Fear taking people in the overcrowded cinema Far away a bunch of sirens yelling to the deep air A man stabbed in the back litter covering the path Bullets flying around me unknowing where they ricochet The walls of crumbling houses made of blood-red stones Beetles crawling on ceilings crocodiles swimming in gutters I wonder why the projects don’t respond to my questions Chorus Tired and gruesome explorations and I don’t know why Empty eyes and pockets with no money to spend Surprised I am still alive surprised I’m keeping you And everywhere the reporters speaking of this crazy world