Aye Ray - Anguish lyrics

[Aye Ray] I'm afraid of success, cause the feds will wanna gun a n***a down Painting bodies like a clown, catch me walking with a frown Brown baggie full of Crown, stay proper like a noun Lost and found, like a drunk missy, tipsy, in a gown, in the middle of the town Head up in the clouds, sweat drippin' from my brow Seed planted in this head, never watering the mound Growing nothing but a pound, from the ground So profound, when I come around Bound to astound, I'm renowned I'm a hound, something's wrong with me mentally You ain't heard the rest of me, I'll cut these n***as out like a hysterectomy What do you expect from me? Feeling like I was Ye, and you are Beck to me I don't care what you think, I'm busy reckoning my purpose, that I'm always questioning This sh** is deafening, if you ain't likin' what you hear Put my middle fingers in your ear, I don't mean to waste your time But you're just sitting there, with your little finger in your rear Ain't it clear? I'm the one you fear, ending your career Oh, but now you're asking to be spared? Man, I wouldn't even dare I don't care, I'm the new mayor Bow down, say your prayers, n***a, take a look at me Can't you see, I'm rare? Slaying all the nay-sayers n***a, what you say, hater? You're traitor, and a faker, and failure I'm a savior to the game, when I'm writin' sh** on paper Do the world a favor, quit writin', let me be your trainer Cause I'm greater than the majors, all these paper cuts from writing, you would think I write with razors You would think I light with lasers, you would think I fight with tasers But I'm just another gamer in the game, you're a flamer Call me Tomb Raider, when I put another n***a in a box When we box, not a single person in the room, talks No one speaks, over loud, n***as thinkin' it was Meek Nah, it's me, cause my pockets reek Your sh** is weak, but me? I'm at the peak of my prime And when n***as take a peek, they say I'm weak with the rhymes But I'm on a streak with my grind I like to sneak cause I'm sleek, when I creep and seep into your mind It wasn't easy to find, but I'm taking my time, so I think I'll be fine The sh** I'm doin' is dangerous, I know you want me to stop, but you wasn't speakin' my language I know that you think I'm anxious, because they want me to vanquish Now all I'm feelin' is anguish