Ayar West - Bright Mind lyrics

I wave my paper in front of these roaches, when they approch us Having them flockin like sheep just to take a peek It ain't nothing, but u can't have it Cuz you smoke and drink too much Plus you cuss too much Just shut the f** up When I'm on a roll You better just go, cuz i'm jackin homies outta limos Leaving them crying with a bloody nose Setting fire to the flame, burning your a**holes up They said i read too much, while they was getting tattooed up Which is funny, it's like givin em money to scratch a Bugatti You have the never to tell me Just how blessed i am It just doesn't get any darker than convincing a boy with a bright mind, his entire life's a crime Those ba*tards never let me forget I was a brown kid That heavily needed his a** kicked Said I had never been sh** Was never gonna be sh** That's why I take sh**, whenever i'm given sh** Fitted with a mind, that'll have you coming for mine That's why I'm sharp, and doing what I gotta do Spitting gold, while takin over the whole world And that's exactly what I'm gonna do Right here in front of you I'm like a thief holding a gun to your head Got you sh**ting on yourself cuz ur already dead At your funeral you won't need a casket I'm leaving just enough of you to fit inside a basket They were runnin nothing but their mouth So, here take ur man before I take em out I'm a real G, having b**hes call me a gentlemen I lost respect for ya homie, we can never be friends If anyone can match me, i'll call it quits But u won't cuz ur hangin off mydick Idont care how many, thugs, pimps or ballers in it Cuzyou counting hours, while i'm counting minutes They didn't care who they hit As long as there was drama and sh** Contemplating about girls I used to be cool with before But a man changes And love changes And best friends can become strangers Release was in me My eyes have seen plenty Patience was running out So I was ready to shout What's all the fronting about? These mothaf**as have a d**h wish I even knew the b**h he slept with That's why I turned off my tv Racism's still alive they just be hiding it Just like ur women are oppressed Why else do you think they're so depressed? Now you all wanna be me That's only cuz you can't see me I'm no longer alive, you k**ed me when I was a child These people think they can buy their way to heaven This ain't a game a where you can just hope to roll an eleven I don't just wanna just end up in heaven Nah man, I'm better than that Homie, I'm aiming for the first of the seven Canadian, African, West side, worldwide Cuz I rep m**m until I die One body, two hearts Wish she knew that from the start Islam raised me, but you called me crazy You know how the game be, I can't let em change me Since I came from the bottom I guess the top is the only place to go now It looks like everyone got life figured out all wrong But I guess you never know what you have till it's gone I'm living in the shadows, you'll never be able to come find me You can't understand what I'm saying Can't figure out what I'm implying If you feel like you don't wanna be a live You feel just like I do So either let me in or let me go I don't need you trying to diagnose my problems Thinking you can even begin to understand them Your hypocrisy took my voice away from me But poetry gave it back to me I'm anti-capitalism because capitalism is anti-me My mind in my nine, my pen is my mac ten That's why you ain't throwing me in no pen Cuz you know me homie, i just wanna keep the peace But saying my name is only gonna lead to beef Tell my homies chill cuz they wanna heat the streets Gimmie the mici'd rather murder em over this beat Now everybody wanna welcome me here And girls starting to call me dear You forgot I wasn't welcome in the first place So how could you welcome me back Give me the mac let me welcome with that