Woke up again all alone just me and my broken soul I aint got no where to go I cant breath no weed I cant even smoke and so eat pills cause they calm me down Im in deep and Im starting to drown so lost and I wont be found until they find me bloody dead in the f**ing ground and now I dont know where to go seem like everything I try just gets me no where I dont care Im sick of that hate full stare where the f** did you go your so lucky that I didnt loose control I wanna rip out your soul threw a bullet hole in your chest, im depressed yeah The best thing about pain for me is that it always straight changes me im in a place where I hate to be nobodys saving me and early grave would be just fine cause my time has come and my mind is done I cant find no one cause I tried to run an when I die my son realize ive come to re feel the best thing about pain Yeah watch me fade away everything is grey on my darkest day I pray and pray still never feel safe addicted to the pain and ill never change wait dont go go slow control no soul so shes gone and im wrong for all the love I give I dont wanna live so gimmie that razor blade bright red colors of my trip engraved souls in the wall my down fall late nights in jail im in hell hear my call help me give me my life back cause my minds so black the darkness in fact will make me react somebodys getting f**ing stabbed yeah The best thing about pain for me is that it always straight changes me Im in a place where I hate to be nobodys saving me and early grave would be just fine cause my time has come and my mind is done I cant find no one cause I tried to run an when I die my son realize Ive come to re feel the best thing about The best thing about pain for me is that it always straight changes me Im in a place where I hate to be nobodys saving me and early grave would be just fine cause my time has come and my mind is done I cant find no one cause I tried to run an when I die my son realize Ive come to re feel the best thing about Bring the pain is what everybody be saying but I aint playing it to be praying it pa**ing away please take me away im ready to take it f** it put one in my chest today and put me to rest no telling what happens when I felt the pain I feel so alive when the world falls down im keeping it wicked dont f** around cant f** with the dead in the ground now pound to the face when the stress be ticking me out keeping the strength fo sho though but no dro will bring the clowns (bring the clowns) you cant hurt whats been crushed so many times its in a joke to spit a rhyme about my f**ed up life thats right so f** any pain that you can admit it straight I contemplate on how many times I can stab your f**ing face TRALATE? One time for all them kids in the street yeah a thousand beats for all the wrong full decisions at least I gotta little time before I feel my last hurt so imma f** the whole world up before Im dead in the dirt. So f** pain The best thing about pain for me is that it always straight changes me Im in a place where I hate to be nobodys saving me and early grave would be just fine cause my time has come and my mind is done I cant find no one cause I tried to run an when I die my son realize ive come to re feel the best thing about The best thing about pain for me is that it always straight changes me Im in a place where I hate to be nobodys saving me and early grave would be just fine cause my time has come and my mind is done I cant find no one cause I tried to run an when I die my son realize ive come to re feel the best thing about Paaaaaaaiiiiiiiinnnnnnnn.