Awon - Believe In Us lyrics

In the beginning it was fat blunts, a whole lot of laughs Pursuit of happiness, so we spent a lot of cash Grew in company, not even trying to get the a** Best summer in my life, I wish it could last But that was the past, baggage chasing me On both of us, we weathered the storm faithfully I don't know where maturity is taking me My heart been aching me, it feel like lately we been Growing apart, I wanted to stay the same Can't let old age, come in and change the game Even change your name, acknowledge all my claims But who put out the flames, they say true love is pain I'm ignorant to your feelings, you need s**ual healing but I'm numb inside, I can't figure out the void So I laid here annoyed, and oi, have I destroyed the only one I trust There's only one of us I ain't been the same since the day Karim died For seven days and nights I cried, inside Cause I prophesize, still got love, I feel guilt But that's spoilt milk and I'm boyish built I feel bad when you think I'm mad for no reason Feel like I'm making a path for you leaving Cause my attitude's without gratitude, I ain't mad at you I just wish I could afford us a pad or two See I'm Kate Black for you, I'm Ronald Ardley Cause even if I die, I will always come back for you I'm the lesser half of you, you the backbone That keep the tracks warm, proud to be, Mrs. Antwan I respect that, I just can't show it in the ways I want to So I hope I don't blow it That's the life of a poet, a chess game or stress made Baby I want to give you less pain I'll admit responsibility is a bit much, fatherhood Being a provider when you f**ed up Want to give my kids everything, you a bigger wedding ring I'm looking at collections in cut-off notices The reason I'm exposing this is anxiety If I don't express it, my soul will just die in me Even though I murder these microphones I'm still past due So I'm taking out a title loan My black thoughts are rooted in harmony You got a part of me for all of my brutal honesty It bothers me, to see us drifting So I had to spit you something uplifting The night's getting darker, the day's getting brighter Reminiscing on the times when we were much tighter Love supersedes you, everything I need Together we achieve, hold my hand if you believe