Awake! Awake! - Quickly I Take My Time lyrics

I don't want her to know I don't know me now I see something better but I can't let it be somehow I say goodbye but I know I've never longed to go I struggle to stray from her eyes They seem so like home I'll take my time as fast as I can now Search my mind to find how to flee this doubt Search my heart to know how to hold one now I spin out and let, let my pride unfold I let go Is running away the way to relieve my doubt And if I should stay would the past still find me out I'm so afraid that my flaws will fail me now Why do I stray from this voice The sweetest sound I'll hide away in truth til it heals my heart Let it learn to beat for more than mine I'll take my time as fast as I can now Search my mind to find how to flee this doubt Search my heart to know how to hold one now I spin out and let, let my pride unfold I let go...so I can know How to hold a heart I don't want her to know I don't know me now I see something better Can it be somehow?