Avrigus - Beauty And Pain lyrics

Deep in the night, it came to me Torturing silently Try; but I cant seem to ever break free From what is haunting me Deep paranoia It tears apart my heart But in my soul It's all I've ever known I cut all of the hate I feel My blood shed and revealed All that has been wrong with me The more I feel; the more I ache I cant go back I fear more of life's beauty than pain Thought's wouldn't stop playing upon my mind Taunting me with what I'd find Try; but I cant seem to ever break free From what is haunting me Deep paranoia It tears apart my heart But in my soul It's all I've ever known I cut all of the hate I feel My blood shed and revealed All that has been wrong with me The more i need; the more I take I cant go back I fear more of life's beauty than pain Once I believed And I'd dream of a place Where the weight of it all Couldn't harm me Now I know and I feel This could never be real On this path I walk alone I cut all of the hate I feel My blood shed and revealed All that has been wrong with me The more I see; the more I hate I cant go back I fear more of life's beauty than All of the hate I feel My blood shed and revealed All that has been wrong with me The more I breathe, the more I break I cant go back I feel all of life's beauty and pain