Aviators - Black Holes lyrics

I'd like to carve a hole In my all-seeing eye Then resurrect myself Years after my demise I'll be the blade that cuts The cables from your head Fear nothing, but embrace The drive you feel instead I'd like to reconcile The conflicts in my heart These broken lights inside Are tearing me apart An iron mind commands The deeds I have to do Black holes inside my soul Are pulling me from you Somewhere inside this place You're with her, unamused By my mistakes, the aches Of having you to use It's just a test, not a game But here you've reached the end I'm told to k** you Though you were my only friend I'd like to reconcile The conflicts in my heart These broken lights inside Are tearing me apart An iron mind commands The deeds I have to do Black holes inside my soul Are pulling me from you Paradise Means sacrifice Paradise Means ending life Paradise (I'd like to help you) (I'd like to hurt you) Means sacrifice (I'd like to save you) (I'd like to hurt you) Paradise (I'd like to help you) (I'd like to hurt you) Means ending life (I'd like to save you) (I'd like to hurt you) I'd like to reconcile The conflicts in my heart These broken lights inside Are tearing me apart An iron mind commands The deeds I have to do Black holes inside my soul Are pulling me from you I'd like to reconcile The conflicts in my heart These broken lights inside Are tearing me apart An iron mind commands The deeds I have to do Black holes inside my soul Are pulling me from you