Automatic Loveletter - Begin Again lyrics

Starting again Falling up,soaring down With my head in the clouds Try to reach for the ground But the world's disappeared Honestly, lavender, pretty disaster Gotta a story behind royal eyed Faking laughter And I cry to myself but nobody else Oh, I can't believe what have I done To get me here I've lost myself Now I need help I'm going down in flames And the fire's stinging Only leaving scars in its place Lay my head into my hands What have I come to? Mend these battle wounds Begin again Habits are made from a bouquet of troubles And hitting the deck is an obvious humble Like I do to myself Always I slumber in pieces of ash and gla** Sullen to daylight conversing a new attack So give regards My heart's turning dark I'm as a fragile as a bee Without the sweet and two free wings Caving in, I start to scream I'm going down in flames And the fire's stinging Only leaving scars in its place Lay my head into my hands What have I come to? Mend these battle wounds Begin again What have I become? Funny how I try And I go along and I follow the lead Let it take over me to begin again I'm going down in flames And the fire's stinging Only leaving scars in its place Lay my head into my hands What have I come to? Mend these battle wounds Begin again (x2)