Ausar Bradley - Dirty Laundry lyrics
[Verse 1: Ausar] I got so much dirty laundry No spot so i stay with Kianna My mama remain nun' the wiser All these skeletons inside my closet My hobby should probably be archaeology Honestly, i just can't see myself prospering Off a career i sought out for profiting And if I let out these thoughts I've been harboring I Run the risk of being to transparent How I'm s'pose to tell my parents That using my discount on sneakers And saving that cash is the way I've been eating 'Cause every paycheck I've been getting been minor I feel like it fuel to the fire to ask them for bread And if Brittany wasn't buying me groceries Or Chachi wasn't writing these notes filled with hope for me I'd probably choke on depression I'm swimming in Feel like I'm going insane Writing to deal with the pain Pa**ing my peers out on campus I'm feelin' like an outsider lookin' in U of I got me window shopping Pops want me on the army route But this a new direction that I'm carving out Fear and doubt got me stressin' My mental space need some airing out I swear I'm feeling all the clutter now Hamper full of thoughts i shouldn't hamper on But i can't avoid em' when the pressures' on Doing spring cleaning with a metronome Aye I'm tryna' be up and away But I'm just too stuck in my ways They tellin' me dress for success But I swear man I ain't wore that outfit in ages I'm just so mentally caged in In need for a cleaning I long for that sweet smelling fragrance But i got so much dirty laundry [Chorus: Plainro] I know what to do to make you hate me All that I've been out here doing lately Don't nobody know that I've been keeping to myself If i tell you the secret you can't tell nobody else I got stains in my character Dirt inside my thought Got memories of and soul ties that I have yet to wash Don't nobody know that I've been keeping to myself If I tell you these secrets you can't tell ( I got so much dirty laundry) [Verse 2: Josi Green] Man and i gotta gotta air it out Weed stench can't air it out To a to afraid to wear 'em out Mama warn me bout my whereabouts Then the cops pick me up and carry out Now this window pain what im staring out With this window pain how im staring out Hitting stains, tryna hide the stains Or better yet tryna hide the pain Need a better wage or financial gains And sittin' round writing whats on my brain Just ain't gettin' me paid But I thank God for Ausar today And I thank God he got six pages 'Cause ever since he been breakin' chains Doctor Scholl's put it in my soles When all falls no dominoes Back when me and Ro ate Dominos Man ain't nobody wanna hear my songs Feelin' like I'm in the same boat But can't stay afloat And got the hardest quotes And everyday they hype the mediocre Gotta wake 'em up And gotta break a yolk I don't PMS They don't see my stress Car repossessed God re-a**essed Like a survey I'm movin' check to check Zay called collect Man I lost connects Got another car that's a debt collect Like D. Rose I'm tired BS Prehistoric reach, that's a T-Rex Gotta keep it pushin', can't regress But no emotion Gotta be the motion Gotta be a man Gotta keep it rollin' Like I'm chain-smoking til it's game's over Gotta get this paper til it ain't foldin' Dirty clothes, no i ain't foldin Keep it in the closet like the grudge I'm holding I dont want consoling I ain't ever open Need to talk to God man I'm tired of hoping Feeling like I'm being chastised I was sinning like a past time Then he wash away all the past times Then i pray again then i backslide Running back like lap times Getting left in the background Gotta get it right 'fore i flat-line Now my dirty laundry been baptized (yeah) [Chorus: Plainro] I know that the truth can make you hate me All that I've been out here doing lately Don't nobody know what I've been keeping to myself If I tell you these secrets you can't tell nobody else I got stains in my character Dirt inside my thoughts Got memories and soul ties That i have yet to wash Don't nobody know that I've been keeping to myself If I tell you these secrets you can't tell (I got so much dirty laundry)