Aurora - All The Things lyrics

WHAT I FEEL TODAY IS SOMEHOW A SLOW DECAY SO I GUESS I WILL PRAY TOGETHER WITH BOTTLE I DISMAY SO I CAN END MY DAY BUT THE BOOZE WON'T KILL SO I SWALLOW TEN PILLS IN THE HOPE THEY WILL RELEASE ME FROM THE DREADFUL MEMORIES THAT KEEP COMING BACK ON ME I'M INSANE ALL THE THINGS THAT COME TO MIND KILL ME ONE AGAIN BUT THE DRUGS DON'T WORK AND THE BOOZE ONLY LURKS SO I GUESS IT'S MY CONCLUSION THAT LIFE IS A PIECE OF HARD WORK MRS. PINK DOESN'T LIKE ME AND I'M NO LONGER HAPPY? I'M INSANE ALL THE THINGS THAT COME TO MIND KILL ME ONCE AGAIN MRS. PINK DOESN'T LIKE ME AND I'M NO LONGER HAPPY SO I GUESS I WILL CEASE THE DAMNED BLACK LEASH NO I CAN END MY fu*kED UP TWISTED LIFE AND DROWN MY BELOVED WIFE