August 08 - Spiral lyrics

Three strikes, game I never do it again I never do it again I never do it again Oh I spiral Spiral out of control sometimes Lose my balance, madness I can't keep hope alive sh** is tragic, sadness because you're not by my side I'm so damaged, so damaged so I spiral Out of control Out of control Out of control Out of control Toxic convos arguing about things we can't let go Silence, violence, go out, I can't be home no more Tenants, wish you were here because no one gets my jokes I'm so damaged, damaged so I spiral Out of control Out of control Out of control Out of control Sometimes I feel like I can't be myself at bed And the silence fills me with trucks and alcohol All these other thinkings I can't see straight no more I'm so damaged, so damaged so I spiral Out of control Out of control Out of control Out of control Say I'm from next to tissue Never had a heart to issue Always running away from problems She could never leave this f**ed up town It's hard to breathe when you're asleep and I know the dark road Civilized, civilized, civilized (oh) So I spiral Out of control Out of control So I spiral Out of control Out of control