Audra McLaughlin - Forgive lyrics

I always said that'd be it That I wouldn't stick around If it ever came to this Here I am so confused How am I supposed to leave When I can't even move In the time that it would've took to say "Honey I'm home, how was your day" You dropped a bomb right where we live And just expected me to forgive Well that's a mighty big word For such a small man And I'm not sure I can 'Cause I don't even know now who I am It's too soon for me to say forgive I should ask but I won't Was it love or just her touch 'Cause I don't think I want to know So get you some things and get out Don't call me for a day or two So I can sort this out Well you might as well've ripped the life Right out of me, right here tonight When through the fallen tears you said Can you ever just forgive Well that's a mighty big word For such a small man And I'm not sure I can 'Cause I don't even know now who I am It's too soon for me to say forgive Well you know what they say Forgive and forget, Relive and regret Forgive, well that's a mighty big word For such a small man And I'm not sure I can 'Cause I don't even know now who I am It's too soon for me to say forgive It's too soon for me to say Forgive