Uncovering the lie Couldn't look you in the eye Got caught And every time I thought we'd mend You'd just fall apart again It's not your fault Cause no matter how many seeds of doubt she plants in me I drink to numb the pain Til everything's the same Was barely there Climbing up the walls Wondering if we'll Be the same Cause no matter how many seeds of doubt she plants in me I know that I will be alright Buried encased safe inside Built from pains and fears That I've collected over years I knew that I There's a girl that thinks that she is in love with me She believes I And though I know she's real Just can't bring myself to feel anything Cause no matter how many seeds of love she plants in me I know that I'm not - I'm not okay Nothing can grow in here - suffocates And I'm truly sorry dear There's just not much left in here I'm afraid that I