Audible Mainframe - Redwine & Xanax lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1] Play the last song Drink the last drink See the last girl Think the last think Depart the promenade with no particular electric lady Stumble to the car and she says s** me baby This is when I take her to the house Sit her on the couch Kiss her on the mouth Retire to the linen spread Cut the lights out Shut the door Now you know what the rest of it is about But I don't want to look back on my world At some meaningless s** with some meaningless girls It also doesn't mean that I'm this bleeding-heart Hemingway Looking for the love of my life and then pretend to say That I'm a revolutionary lover not a fighter Cause everytime I get her close to me I seem to fight her I either press too hard or deflect when they're pressin' Relationship sabateur it's actually quite depressin' The girl likes boy, somehow the boy blew it And boy wonders if he'll ever learn how to do it The right way, he might say something wrong And believe that he can fix it just by singing a song [Hook] If you rise with the sun and I'm not in your sheets There's no need to lose sleep It's not you it's me You've been everything and more I could've asked you to be But like I said in the speech, it's not you it's me My mama raised me better than to love and retreat But at the end of the week, it's not her it's me My shared key [?] anyone with two eyes can see I'm selfish and I made it all about me [Verse 2] So now I talk about my ice cream and Vicodin love Who made me wish I never seen the inside of the pub Every man she touched, eventually she'd ruin 'em She never bothered saving face, because she knew she had two of 'em Hit the town with other boys and it spun me in a panic Had me writing sh**ty poetry on red wine and Xanax I see her on the street acting dumb insane Thinking that novocaine smile's gonna numb my pain Yo her language of deceit led me to find that in the end The greatest lie she ever told me was that we ever were friends Like a fool I believed I could rely on her help But when the cards were laid down I had to do it myself And that's cool, open wounds only make you stronger And when they heal over they will hurt no longer She's with god knows who, doin' god knows what And I can honestly say that I do not give a f** [Hook] Woman there's nothing at the bottom of that bottle of booze You can't hide from the truth, it's not me it's you You own a lifetime supply of casual glue Therein lies the proof, it's not me it's you I suppose that's what I get for all the things that I do I hurt more than a few, but it was never to you I didn't need to write it down cause you already knew You're selfish and you made it all about you [Bridge] I'm more comfortable with pigeons than I am with doves More in tune with indifference than I am with love Cause I know those things better, those things are closer to me I'm more comfortable with pigeons than I am with doves More in tune with indifference than I am with love Cause I know those things better, I said I know those things better [Outro]