Attack Slug - The Lowest Point lyrics

it's late october and it's quarter to seven i'm just staring at the ceiling and then pondering questions like how did i get here, and is there any way out i'm on my own for all these years now i'm living in my parents house this is the lowest point, yes this is where it ends with all the same sh** again, its just my brain and a pen and to be honest, i never wanted understanding i've just taken the sh**ty cards life seems to hand me and i've been out of work for so so long and any girls i've liked are so so gone the status of my back is so so wrong and i just keep writing down all these so so songs this ain't no cry for help, this is acceptance and if your listening i'm not expecting you to get this and if nothing else well this is my catharsis but when the bars are done i know i'm right back where i started