How I'd love to experience a heartquake But oh so afraid it will end up with a heartache These untimely little d**hs Would leave me out of breath Life would flash before my eyes You might become a liability And I a reliability Still I'd know how it feels The absence Is highly present It smothers me Absorbs me like a black hole The absence of longing Fills up time and space Tons and tons of emptiness Weigh upon me You're a bumpkin groping and falling But you're my pumpkin prescious adoring Wish for you to say it First Better to have failed in true love Than never knowing what you long for Better to feel pain Than to feel nothing