Atreyu - A Vampire's Lament lyrics

i am the walking dead heartbreaker my apologies i'm happy you'll never understand what its like to be trapped under six feet of solid gla** i can see out but no one gets in screaming at this prison i've locked myself into i'm sorry that i'm still breathing and that i'll k** again the lonliness is too much for me to handle but the taste of fresh blood pushes me on the fear of romance the pain of living the joy of sorrow the strength of not forgiving i told myself constant pain would ease the tension burning inside but the nights were cold and the days dragged to weeks i will die here alone i will die god help me i'm so tired but in my dreams the wolves eat our my soul god help me i'm so frightened but in my dreams wolves tear out my heart i used to be golden a saint in a time of sorrow but then the turning came and i kissed the sun goodbye don't you get it, its always darker in my eyes the screams of my brothers egging me on