Bottles of pills appear before my eyes Vodka and cigarettes were my last lunch I can't remember what I did last night I only know I just wanted to die [Chorus] Will my life end this way? In disgrace I made myself Is this world enough for me? Friendly knives all I see Broken bottles tried to cut my flesh On my wrists there's blood, but I feel no pain Everywhere I see there's something red I'm so doped I can feel no sh** [Chorus] [Solo: Luis / SEb] Every night is the same old sh** My body died but my spirit's still awake I should have known I wouldn't go to hell Eternal wander... it's my fate. How did my life end this way? This disgrace I made myself Was this world a b**h to me? Friendly knives... all I need!!