Some mornings I wake up wishing I could be someone else If even just for a day get away from everything, escape myself Not having to live with all this doubts and insecurity King for a day, fool for a lifetime is all I'll ever be I made promises I knew I could not keep I made choices I knew were wrong cause I was weak I know that now But even though my heart has always been in the right place It's on a different beat and I have always knew that a different case In my refusal not to trade myself and I can't help to think That no matter what or if I try I will keep beating out of sync I made promises I knew I could not keep I made choices I knew were wrong cause I was weak I know that now I have walked this streets a thousand times Wondering where it all went wrong Where I lost myself to who i am holding onto a dream for too long I held onto a dream for too long I have walked this streets a thousand times Wondering where it all went wrong Where i lost myself to who I am holding onto a dream for too long I have sailed this waters back and forth To fight a battle that can't be won I am left in a vast and empty world With no dream to hold on For the dream is long long gone Yeah the dream is long long gone