Atena - Viole​(​n​)​t lyrics

I can see the sounds running from the walls I'm tasting colours no one else can see My head is hollow, my body is heavy It's f**ing happening you better be ready This is the sh**, do you feel it? I'm f**ing losing it Stumbling down the same direction, waking up from the same dream Knowing it will never end, and I will never change Always tried my best with you and get us through this sh** But I guess I always knew it would finally come to this I've fought this desire so many times before But my mind is getting weaker and lust has only grown You're the last I have, my sister, my everything Shut up, don't f**ing look at me Shut up, don't f**ing look at me Cross my heart and hope to die There's nothing to stay for there's nothing to find Feel her pain and turn around I'm nothing but weak Locked jaw make her shut it Call the demons 666 Mom is gone cause she's not home Let's keep it that way Feel her pain, break her trust She will never be the same And I will never, never change Watch my love cold, scared and quivering in the corner My biggest desire now empty content The fear in her eyes turns it all intro crushing regret Cross my heart and hope to die I'm so f**ing sorry I'm so f**ing sorry I'm so f**ing sorry