Ashton Nyte - Sick of This lyrics

i'm sick of desperation the same old trip i've walked one thousand times i'm sick of aggravation yet i thought i'd give it a little time but i feel a whole lot weaker i'm sick of what you gave me a borrowed gift to practice those misty eyes i'm sick of what you made me sick of all the twisted thoughts inside you couldn't leave the "getting closer" - no and now i feel a whole lot weaker i'm tired of disillusion i'm tired of all the insults under breath i'm tired of the rainfall i'm sick to d**h of being sick to d**h holding on to your future being strong but oh - forget it i'm tired of this - place you lay your head when i am trying to sleep i'm sick of all this the kiss against my naked neck and my cheek you couldn't leave the "getting closer" and now i feel a whole lot weaker