Ashtin Larold - Half Full Half Empty lyrics

[Intro: Ashtin Larold] Yeah My whole f**ing life's been crazy, lately Like, looking back, I don't even know how the f** I got here [Verse 1: Ashtin Larold] Half-smoked cigarette, half-drank beer See my half-dressed reflection, in this half-cracked mirror Hindsight's 10/10, see the past half clear Having half-a** s**, bumpin' Atmosphere I'm halfway to forty, half a quarter-life crisis Cracker-a** rapper in bed half-lifeless Halfway certain this is what i wanna do Half I don't know, maybe i should find something new I'm, half-driven by this vision that consumes me Holding half back by the fear of this new me Ashtin, who's he? Feelin' like there's two "me"s Which one is the man with the fans and the groupies? Who's the dude always on your girl's phone? Who's the dude travelling around doing shows? Trick question It doesn't really matter whoever the f** I am I was born to be a rapper [Hook: Ashtin Larold] Is the gla** half full? Is the gla** half empty? Maybe this is God trynna test me Been a while since I thought about repenting Is the gla** half full? Is the gla** half empty? I only like my sins if they're deadly Lust, pride, greed, never envy I love it when the Devil try to tempt me Is the gla** half full? Is the gla** half empty? (He can be happy until you're He can be happy until you're He can be happy until you're happy with yourself) But who the f** am I? (He can be happy until you're He can be happy until you're He can be happy until you're happy with yourself) But I don't know [Verse 2: Ashtin Larold] Blurred vision's got the whole world spinning I try not to think about the way I've been living All the drinking and the party and the women But it's like I'm addicted to deplorable decisions Maybe I'll meet a girl, maybe meet a few I just hope I don't regret it like I did with you Sleeping around is something I've been known to do It makes me feel like I'm human or something closer to But emotionally numb is how I try to be I just repress all the feelings deep inside of me Don't need somebody to grow older and die with me I'm just looking for somebody to spend the night with me I'm aware that this life will be the d**h of me But a normal f**ing life just wasn't meant for me One man's insane is another man's serenity So when I die, tell the Devil to ready hell for me