Ashtin Larold - PTSD (Ashtin Larold Remix) lyrics

[Intro: Tech N9ne] Uh-huh , Yup, O-K. Whatever Don't try to talk to me like you know what this is Yeah, I know I might have symptoms that are familiar to you, but.. I got this Thanks anyway.. [Hook: Tech N9ne] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here [Verse 1: Tech N9ne] You don't see what I see So how the hell you gonna stop these voices In my head, that got me awfully rocky, do you copy? Traumatized much, from homicide, what? Don't wanna flip, but mama I must be the one I trust I ain't got no friend, I ain't got no grin But I'm macho when I lock, load, and I block foes in When I stop souls in a rock, hold, I'ma drop those sins in a box so slim Inside of my nog' grows grim By heard, it goes deep I serve and go weep A vertical leap when you're alert in your sleep Was a word of a treatment, somebody murdered more peace Inside of my third it's so bleak Done so much dirt I go leap to chief [Hook: Tech N9ne] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here [Verse 2: Ashtin Larold] Where am I? Flashback to that hospital bed Wires lead to the holes in my chest Can't rest, don't have control of my head Strap me down, shut me up, pump that IV bag full of meds Morphine in my veins, so what's this pain? Am I alive or dead!? I'm SICK of these f**ing cold sweats! Try to sleep, but get no rest Ask for God to throw me a bone He threw a noose and said, "Go fetch!" Grabbed that rope with both hands, wrapped it around my own neck Jumped when I felt my neck snap: I woke up in my own bed! I'm tired! I'm living inside a hell! My head is a f**ing prison, my body's a f**ing jail! Sentenced without a trial, my soul has been set as bail I'mma lose my f**ing MIND if I don't get out of this cell! One more minute, just one more night One more round: get up and fight Take those blows 'til the bells start ringing! If I go out, I'mma GO OUT SWINGING! [Hook: Tech N9ne] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here