Ashtar - Oblivious Scars lyrics

Hold oh hours I believe it To be broken I cry for you ...for you Why I homage truth? Blink too deep Forever shattered... I wonder, where is thy sign? Coming in gold divine Forlorn years in solitude Amidst my shelter I lay Derelict, I yearn to be sane... Will I stand and rise again? How can I know hell is gone? Can I be sure that I?m alone? Obsessed by cruelty Is my soul now free? Freedom... Endless trip to hide my mind From oblivios scars that stil can shine Held by ancient words they said to me An infinity, that won?t ever let me be myself When am I going home - to reality? When am I going home - to eternity? When am I going home - to the real me