Ashengrace - Murrain lyrics

in the dark of night I watch the shadows loom the entity waits in the corners watching my every move a knock at the door, a break in the waiting, an end to the silence an end to the hopes and remains I turn to the light and open the door but cannot break the static sound and all my actions amount to nothing whether giving up, or giving in, or never coming down all the dreams I had to give were all the things you disdained what used to be mine became yours in the end what used to be pure had become so murrain and the spirit of hope lies hopelessly still the hurting will heal but the heart never will the dreams that I share are the first things they take sometimes I believe I was god's first mistake I don't believe in progress, I don't believe in change I don't have anything you'd want to steal I don't believe in god, I don't believe in love and I don't believe I can feel with cheshire cat smiles she shattered this trust we used to have gold but it soon became dust set course on the waves and unfurled my sails what used to be hope, just one more reason to fail and the spirit of hope lies hopelessly still and the hurting will heal but this heart never will and the dreams that I share they are the first thing they take sometimes I believe I was god's first mistake...