Ashbury Heights - I Paint Nightscapes lyrics

I've never felt this bad in all my life below Whatever happens good or bad it's negative And as the days go by I feel my darkness grow The zenith of my blackened sun's definitive I paint Nightscapes Black top masquerades Whenever It rains Till rain's all that remains I paint Nightscapes Broken heart tirades And love is Always Bent out of shape Always I'm on the verge of cracking up it's all to sad All joy begets despondency it's mocking me I'm disillusioned to the brink of being mad I wish I could escape this cruel reality