As It Is - Relive The Story lyrics

I've grown out of hope I'm giving up on living up to my expectations 'Cause I'm the kind of kid who'd abandoned ship Not go down with it 'Cause it always seems I'm in a house of mirrors When I can barely look at myself No. I can barely look at myself... Anymore I don't have the strength to carry on There's nothing left for me, I'm too far gone I don't know where I was led wrong This is not the place where I belong I don't know where my plans have gone I'll make this up as I go along I don't have the strength to carry on... Anymore I'll take it all out on myself 'Cause i can't break what's already broken Yeah the structure's fine, but this mind of mine Runs read all the time I wonder if the air hates that its touched me When I step out and enter the world 'Cause I don't wanna enter the world... Anymore There's nothing left for me, I'm too far gone I'll never be the man that I want to be And he'd never wanna be me I'll never be the man that I want to be And he'd never wanna be me So I'll fake a smile and lie to who knows at me I tried but now I'm done with the world No I don't wanna h*mour the world... Anymore I've accomplished nothing except knowing How to fall in love all alone I'll never be the man that I want to be And he'd never wanna be me I'll never be the man that I want to be And he'd never wanna be me I'll never be the man that I want to be And he'd never wanna be me I'll never be the man that I want to be And he'd never wanna be me