As It Is - The Truth I'll Never Tell lyrics

How long's it been, it must be months I swear this time I meant to keep in touch Like always I'm calmly coasting off the rails My teeth in battle with my fingernails Like always And I could tell you how I've really been But would you even want to know Don't want to bring you down, down, down If I open my mouth I'm only gonna bring you Down, down, down Bring you down, down, down Bring you down I organize the kitchen shelf When I've been dwelling on my mental health Like always I'm bitter when I feel alone I consciously confiscate my phone It's a small change And I could tell you how I've really been But would you even want to know Don't want to bring you down, down, down If I open my mouth I'm only gonna bring you Down, down, down Bring you down, down, down I feel the darkest cloud creeping in I'd tell you but I wouldn't want to bring you Down, down, down Bring you down, down, down Bring you down I turn around, you're gone again I know I'll see you now and then You'll say hello and how you've been I'll say that I'm not better yet (I wish that there was more to say)I turn around, you're gone again I know I'll see you now and then You'll say hello and how you've been I'll say that I'm not better yet (I wish that there was more to say) I turn around, you're gone again I know I'll see you now and then You'll say hello and how you've been I'll say that I Don't want to bring you down, down, down If I open my mouth I'm only gonna bring you Down, down, down Bring you down, down, down I feel the darkest cloud creeping in I'd tell you but I wouldn't want to bring you Down, down, down Bring you down, down, down Bring you down... Down... Bring you down... Down... Bring you down...