As It Is - IDGAF lyrics

[Intro] Close my eyes and cross my fingers I don't wake up 'Cause I don't really wanna die, but really don't give a fu*k [Verse 1] My mind's been where no mind should go Where heartbeat ends, where blood runs cold 'Cause I'm a lost cause, too far gone I'm a time bomb (I'm so sick and tired of losing) [Pre-Chorus] You can't forget what you can't let go And you'll never miss what you'll never know Bury me in the back of your mind I'll be fine, I'll be fine [Chorus] Close my eyes and cross my fingers I don't wake up 'Cause I don't rеally wanna die, but really don't give a fu*k Anothеr bullsh*t line, I ask if I'm alright I say that something's gotta give before I give the fu*k up [Chorus] Close my eyes and cross my fingers I don't wake up 'Cause I don't really wanna die, but really don't give a fu*k Another bullsh*t line, I ask if I'm alright I say that something's gotta give before I give the fu*k up [Verse 2] Got a heavy heart, gonna sink like stone Save my last breath, c'mon take me home 'Cause I'm anthrax, I'm a car crash I'm a time bomb (I feel like the world is forgetting about me) [Pre-Chorus] You can't forget what you can't let go And you'll never miss what you'll never know Bury me in the back of your mind I'll be fine, I'll be fine [Chorus] Close my eyes and cross my fingers I don't wake up 'Cause I don't really wanna die, but really don't give a fu*k Another bullsh*t line, I ask if I'm alright I say that something's gotta give before I give the fu*k up (Give the fu*k up) [Bridge] (Give the fu*k up) So long, I'm gone (Give the fu*k up) So long, I'm gone Close my eyes and cross my fingers I don't wake up 'Cause I don't really wanna die, but really don't give a fu*k [Chorus] Close my eyes and cross my fingers I don't wake up 'Cause I don't really wanna die, but really don't give a fu*k Another bullsh*t line, I ask if I'm alright I say that something's gotta give before I give the fu*k up (Give the fu*k up) So long, I'm gone (Give the fu*k up) So long, I'm gone