Artist vs Poet - Gateway lyrics

I'm not trying to To tell you what I think that I deserve And all I ever wanted to Was to feel alive and see it through my own eyes I'm not saying that you have to Full agree with where I'm coming from But what do I get? A perception check I'd rather die by living alone (I won't believe) If this is all I need (I won't believe) That this is all And I don't know how How to break this to you I'll try my best and I know it won't be easy For you to accept this I can't, I won't Live how you expected Did you think that it would force me through In point of fact I've done nothing wrong Security's not what I'm aiming for I'd rather take a chance than give up on something more (I won't believe) If this is all I need (I won't believe) That this is all And I don't know how How to break this to you I'll try my best and I know it won't be easy For you to accept this I can't, I won't Live how you expected And I don't know how How to break this to you I'll try my best and I know it won't be easy For you to accept this I can't, I won't Live how you expected And this doesn't feel Much like a home And I'm trying my best To find my way back And this doesn't feel Much like a home And I'm trying my best To find my way back home And I don't know how How to break this to you I'll try my best I know it won't be easy For you to accept this I can't, I won't Live how you expected And if you could be More supportive than you have ever will but I know it won't be easy For you to accept this I can't, I won't Live how you expected