Artem Roach - Human lyrics

[Verse 1: AnR] Got so many gifts it's apparent An orphan only wants one and it's a parent Look at kids beside you Only thing like family Become competition in seconds Was it wasted on me Could I do more absolutely Cause I believe it's possible by a human being This is supernatural happens on every track See our faults and our mistakes Wet spots all on my pad Thinking that this ain't for me Why feel uncomfortable when comforting Feel like a mess whenever rapping clean And you hear fine but don't know this kid is kidding Being me ain't that hard Go off of what was just finished If that's a scratch, gash Then this is an incision Not thankful for healing concealer on stitches Like I can't see scars so guess their non existent The missions not dead resurrect like salvation Why one up someone looking at you from heaven Been in skin and bones Don't feel like not human Never not bruise where I'm suppose to And spoil everyday living no expiration Waiting expecting, want change, so basic Nothing special different something else A pace more upbeat more my speed Here's a chance to be me More potential to fail being these human beings [Hook 1: DnA] I am a prideful, a selfish, bitter writer A lover, a doer, a leader and survivor Imma do it all wrong, Imma do it all back Imma get it all on, Imma put it on wax How will I word it, when I tell it back All that happened or the way that I saw it The things that I did or the things that I thought That I almost died or that I'm still breathing [Hook 2: AnR] Caught on the exhale I need air for breathing for speaking the message Delighted to carry it Breaking down halfway That's to be expected so many “I can't's" given to me by myself By myself a loner, the focus on focus Im focused on focusing on my emotion I got it let's bring it out caged up ferocious This story gets told as we live it in motion [Verse 2: DnA] Stutter when I talk, slur when I rap Hard to understand, but that's how I am Hard to understand, I am but a man Like, like, uhh check it awe yeah I know that my life is a blessing But in depression and all of my stressing I'd be lying if I said I never felt the obsession To end this life I live, put a stop in the progression I'm living two lives, both thrive, both strive I'm praying that one dies, one time Contemplate spinning my wheel so both die tonight I'm a man made up of two minds, two sides One talks it confident, so much it's repetitive Refuses to live life trapped in the negative The other wants to slip him another mental sedative Give him suicidal thoughts with a note saying Let it live, let it Let it trip you out, rip you out, take all your attention Sit you out, out of the game, out of the change Out of making a difference, out of your ways But right here, right now, I'm taking a vow I'm making a promise to never give up on the minds like mine God saved me at just the right time So I ain't got it together, but I've got to give Everything I've got, I've got to give I was feeling worthless now I'm burdened with purpose I thank God, He's where my worth is So how far will I walk to deliver a message How will I use the one breath I was given Cause nothing can block me and God's right behind me If d**h could not stop me, then what else can stop me [Hook 1: DnA] I am a prideful, a selfish, bitter writer A lover, a doer, a leader and survivor Imma do it all wrong, Imma do it all back Imma get it all on, Imma put it on wax How will I word it, when I tell it back All that happened or the way that I saw it The things that I did or the things that I thought That I almost died or that I'm still breathing [Hook 2: AnR] Caught, on the exhale I need air for breathing for speaking the message Delighted to carry it Breaking down halfway That's to be expected so many “I can't”s given to me by myself By myself a loner The focus on focus Im focused on focusing on my emotion I got it let's bring it out caged up ferocious This story gets told as we live it in motion