Armond WakeUp - Nothing lyrics

[Verse 1] When I was sixteen I had a crush on Michelle Wanted her all to myself So while I'm daydreaming bout her constantly How she would make me honest She had me saved in her phone as a free meal from McDonald's But Armond.... Man up. We don't love these hoes You supposed to put your bros before 'em They swore that was so important So out of saving face I started gaming Some would call it dating, others would say its playing Where, you'd awaken with the sole purpose of taking her Later for making love to one woman a million ways They would stroke my libido & my ego Believe though Til she would ask "what are we" & I'd ask why would she need those Titles, cause you & I, Webster couldn't complete those Til that wasn't enough & I'd find another to cuff Til I'd find another recruit & I think that says more about me than it does for you [Hook] I want everything or nothing at all [Uriah] & I can't seem to do without it at all [Verse 2] I tried to find manhood in my jeans How many thighs you squeezed in between How many things, the lies, that you esteemed To make her believe that you needed her Now I've spent half of my life finding meaning in why I needed That fire, to be extinguished Its crazy, cause my prayers Ain't for a queen of my castle It's for a mouth on my head My priorities, scared me I ain't wanna be lied to But I lied to you to lie with you Here's the problem You're dating their representative Bit of pretending there Who you think they would like & how you think you would fit with them It always ended with a mask on a floor Right next to her clothes, mixed up with her voids But, that got old [Hook] [Verse 3] I knew there had to be more This life I lived was a lie But its all that I've ever known So, what could I tell my pride I'd been feeding it for years A steady diet of thighs No difference in what was different Numbness was my disguise But different don't mean better Absence plays on the heart I really s** with goodbyes So I would rather not start As soon as I found comfort in handling it Here she comes to challenge it They say when you ain't looking, you find it Mess around, you'll nevermind it It was time to be honest of why my mind was split In two...but was she the one? Was she the life I spent mine finding the meaning of Or was she nothing more than a conquest An object Mind s** with a mindset or could she make my mind stretch I said hi & was challenged in how I'd manage her She carried herself with a standard I couldn't stand in Now could I say goodbye to every lie I comprised Maybe not, but she may be worth a try So I could blame Michelle for making me build a shell Or shed all that I've known to be repaired...and prepared But I'm scared [Hook]