Armchair Martian - Losin' Letters lyrics

Falling off of restless mountains seems so easy at least so hard to hold losin' letters, more reminders more reminders that you're getting too old i've been writing, words so frightening i've been laying on my back so i can read hating, faking i've been laying on my back so i can read this hell i am, this pain i need all in this hell i am, this pain i need so if you'd seen it now and know you'd never know me well how i'd never understand it this hell i am, this pain i need, this simple joy all in this hell i am, this pain i need