Armchair Martian - Confession/Jeffson lyrics

Won't have to drink to confess just makes it easier i guess i've been so lonely since you got to know me never get over it now lying to you all the while lying to you when i smile enduring kept waiting so me, i've been hating losing you all of the while all of my friends have gone south i'm getting over it now talking with them doesn't count well there's better ways to fall down won't have to drink to get by well maybe i'll make good in time enduring kept waiting so me i've been hating losing you all of the while deciding how to act hey i'm burning all these things in my past deciding how to act hey i'm burning all these things in my past never was a savior know there's hard ones to take hope that i'm forgiven still living for what's in store on the cross, or at the door i just don't know what i'm hanging for when i was young, my eyes went south failing now, blind to it all all that i know is you're winding out treading on the coattails you're needing no i ain't falling for your scene it's too easy until you want to leave it on the cross, or at the door i just don't know what i'm hanging for when i was young, my eyes went south failing now, so blind to it all it really doesn't matter i know what i believe when i'm upon hard times, but i'm always in the need close interpretation, a brilliant way to bleed right now what am i saying, hope you don't know what i mean