Arlo Parks - Bluish lyrics

You held me You held me so hard I went bluish I resolve to set boundaries I went bluish, I went bluish Smothered me with fake blood and ginger Around your throat Always charming and balanced That's why it hurt the most I got so claustrophobic But you were never close enough Hey It's not easy when you call me in the dead of the night When I say I need some space I shouldn't have to ask you twice It's not easy when you call me in the dead of the night When I say I need some space I shouldn't have to ask you twice Shouldn't have to Shouldn't have to ask you twice Shouldn't have to I went bluish, I went bluish You twist violets in my eyes Always in my house just smoking Drinking tea, collecting spines Never had the chance to miss you I had never had the chance to miss you Heart in my mouth Please let me out Please let me out of you Heart in my mouth Please let me out Please let me out of you It's not easy when you call me in the dead of the night When I say I need some space I shouldn't have to ask you twice It's not easy when you call me with your voice pink and white When I say I need some space I shouldn't have to ask you twice Shouldn't have to Shouldn't have to ask you twice I shouldn't have to Shouldn't have to ask you twice I shouldn't have to Shouldn't have to ask you twice I shouldn't have to Shouldn't have to ask you twice I shouldn't have to Shouldn't have to ask you twice I shouldn't have to