Arkh Zeus - Flowers lyrics

[Intro] Even if we fade away In my soul we'll always stay [Verse 1] Tell me what would happen if I died Like would you cry? Would anybody be petrified? Or traumatized? Would anybody apologize? For any lies they might've told me when I was live? Or monetize my d**h to get them a couple likes? I know it's trife, but I honestly wouldn't be surprised I've realized that ain't nobody gon' empathize They pick a side for show then hide their evil lies I've seen the signs, their evil eyes I've seen the signs because I finally see them in myself Sick and tired of never lyin' to people but myself I've been tryna hide behind the realness of myself Cause I'm flyin' in open line that probably leads to hell But I'm ever so grateful for this journey I've earned a lot more than what felt like chemical burnings And it's all so profound I don't need anything or anybody, this is my home now [Hook] And with these words, I'll plant these flowers for my lost ones With no problems, but I knew they were goners So is what I'm doing a legitimate work of honour? I feel bothered, but I'll still pay my respects to their name Cause I would want the same So in exchange, before I decay I'll plant these flowers for my lost ones And I promise, you'll never be forgotten [Verse 2] No exaggeration when I've said in my mind I've seen it all bruh I've lost everyone, from my friends to my friends' friends To my brothers, my sisters, my mother, my father And now I'm all by my lonesome, but I still call it home Cause my mind keeps telling me that I've blossomed Or perhaps it's just another facade to hide all of my problems When will I ever man up to simply solve 'em? Probably never 'til I have no other options By then my own time will end up being a lost one By then my damn self will end up being a lost one Whether or not my would was proven to be the strongest I've been in torture, scorching S.O.S. for the longest All from my boredom that endorsed this entire process Meant to last forever from every winter to autumn, I fall apart This was never a true cycle, man I'm always dark [Hook] [Outro] Even when we fade away In my soul we'll always stay